.... Rock Me

絕望的看世界 · 嗎

所有的人都吵囔着爱，歌唱着爱，

好像一旦没有了爱，这座城市明天就会消失。

可是，这个地方可曾有过真正的爱？

—— 《路上没有你，也会好好走下去》

有時候一本書比自己還了解自己。

嗯，不時候而是很多時候。

朋友站在自己面前貌似是最了解自己的，但其实一点也不了解。

对，也许她们根本就不想了解。
就让我觉得是你们不要了解吧，这样就有个让我安心的借口了。

这种迷茫的时候什么也不是，

不过是没有可以使自己快乐的借口。

原来真的一个那么小的动作都是错的。

原来发自内心的话也是错的。

原来做什么也是错的。

你以为我不介意，以为我快乐，
其实都只是你以为而已。

其實想寫多一些，但是好像沒人會在意。所以算了。

因为连我也不在意自己的不快乐了。

Life is another mess

零 · 情緒

一

直

有

個

不

可

能

在

高

中

完

成

的

愿

望

。

是

個

被

拒絕

過

也

被

反對

過

的

希望

。

Taniah. — 11/2014.

請讓我用那三個月的時間看清自己。

一個人與陌生人 // 友人。

Jasmine van den Bogaerde

— Birdy. Skinny Love.

你的歌聲把我牽引到回憶裡了。
瀟灑地把我帶到一個沒有思念的地方吧。

然後 · 再也 · 回不來了。
微笑吧。你猜不透我。

In the moment we're lost and found. 
I just wanna be by your side.
If these wings could fly. 

xx

思念 Missing

吾 · 思念色

思念 · 
其实没有思念的颜色不是吗。

停止不了漫无目的的念头。
D-236 : Bye.

KPP 2013 @ Pulau Redang - Part III

This is the shortest part among the part I and II. I  forgot what happen so just asdfghjkl.

Day 3. (18 Jun 2013)

  The same thing, wake up early in the morning because xh wake me up or I wake my self up. *idontknowlahh* We sit ferry back to Terengganu town and so asdfghjkl feels not well. On the road but just like on the boat lol. Imagine that feeling, wanna puke so badly. Ferry for 1 and half+ hours, reach Terangguna town like 9something or 10. Then enjoy yourself, eat yourself, play yourself, visit yourself for 2 hours?

  12pm or 1 gather back. Then went to asdfghjkl Masjid, but it closed on Tuesday. Then back to Sungai buloh. Lollll in the bus like 10 or 11 hours. -.- The purple shirt is this trip's shirt and mine is M sized. I was like I took my daddy's shirt and wear. -.- hahaha

  You can call this as a camp, idk its a camp or a trip loll. So it ended like this, and our friendship is more asdfghjkl good and we have more malay friends. Like seriously.

Read the previous KPP post here : Part I , Part II

 Group photo of the day

xx

Bubu x Me x Nana

Breakfast, little bun :D

 Jean x Stress!

Le girls. (idk why they're laughing)

Le girls x Danial

Le girls x Zhafran

I miss this sea. 

Goodbye and goodnight.
Have a good dream, loves. xoxo

Definition of good

不 · 沉思。想睡覺。

好的定義在哪裡？沒人知道。

我不知道怎麼定義一本好的書。
也不知道怎麼定義一首好的歌。
更不知道怎麼定義一個好的人。
和不知道怎麼定義一個好的地方。

一本自己喜歡讀的書，就是好的書。
一首自己喜歡聽的歌，就是好的歌。
一個自己不討厭的人，就是好的人。
一個自己喜歡的地方，就是好的地方。

你好嗎。

有時候真的很犯賤，
因為好愛跟世界作對。

晚安。
Hi. Thanks. Bye.

Sports day 2013 & Free Hugss @ SMK BRP

 Hellos. Last few nights are emotional nights for me, i dont know why. I was like wanna go die mood lolll. 

  7th of July is Brp school Ke-12 Sports Day, I studied at this school for 5 years and this is my first time joining this sport day event. I think it's my first time lah? loll. Its fun for us, because we are doing the Free Hug Challenge that day. I dont know what makes Jeanie jean wanna do this challenge, maybe she wanna hug somebody :O HAHAHHAHAHA Im just kidding. 

  Most of those free hugs photos are not hugs, just hands on shoulder. Hmmm count them as hug lah. Hehhehe because me too shy to hug other peoples. We set the timing like less than 1 hour and who get the more hugs, who win, and loser have to do some dare. Emm we don't know who win and who lose. Meh just for fun. :D

  Hope you guys enjoy watching all this photos and do something crazy before you leave the school!! I'm gonna miss my form5 life like seriously. I dont hate this year but I still hate my school and teacher lol for no reason. :)

Photos of the day :

 Random shot #1

 Ahhh anonymous why you .

  The green team x Rumah Perdana

*Rotate your head* Yeah Najib. 

 The most simple one x Yellow team x  Rumah Satria

 The blue team x Rumah Waja

 The purple team x Rumah Wira

 Turn your hair like 45 degree? :|

 School flag xx

 Pendidikan Khas

 Wiraaaaa

 Sagaaaaaa

 Perdanaaaa

 Wajaaaaaa

 Satriaaaaaa

 Mehh me hate this :p

Painting part :

 Sfang's smiley bt in the end idk is what hahaha keep on changing 

Idk why like this one lah. I did rotate but it come out like this -.-

 Danialllllllllll

Zhngggggg

Alif meowwwww 

 Anissssss 

 Amiraaa

 Jeanie Jeannnnn x She do all the paint job! :*

Free hugs Challenge! :

 Jeanie Jean x Anis x Me

 We are the world x Sfang x Jeanie Jean x Zhng x Me

Random shot #2

First hug of the day! Yennnnnn :*

Diannnnnn Ning

Winnnnnis

Pn. See! 

Winnnnnnnie Kong

Anonymous #1

Yuannnn Chuuu

Melissa x Photobomber HuiLi (the behind one) :p

Hui Li xx

Foooooon (le class amotional guy)

Danial! 

Alif meoww he rubb his kitty face -.- meh

Pn. Annie x Me x Pn. Margxxxxx :x

Svarnamugi (forced to let me hug hehehehe) 

Jeevitha! :p

Seowwww Tingg 

Thheannn! 

Shazriqqqq

Jiann Chuannnnnnn

Wannn Thingggg

Janeeeeeeee Teo

 Anonymous #2

Dunnnnnn He

Zhafran x Jeanie jean's chimpanzee HAHAH

xxxxx I forgot his name :x

Tuahhhhhh 

Khai wennnnnnn

Photobomber SeowTing x Me x Anonymous #3

Foooooooong!

Sheeraaaaaaa

Shazwan x Khai wen (his chinese name)!

Anonymous #4

Amir x Payid

Anonymous #5 x Me x Anonymous #6 x Anonymous #7

Anonymous #8

Anonymous #9

Anonymous #10 (I hug her everytime I saw her and her gang but idk her name wtf lol)

Syl

Zhi yiiiiiiiiiiii :p

Luqman (forced) Hhaha

Justin Channnnn

Anonymous #11 

Anonymous #12

Izzati

Anonymous #13

Anonymous #14

Anonymous #15

Anonymous #16

Anonymous #17

Ridhwan!

 Anonymous #18

Anonymous #19

Anonymous #20

Sharine? Forgot her name dy :(

Anonymous #21

Anonymous #22

PeiYing's lil sis x Me x PeiYing

Feng yan ling? hmmmp..

Zeph! Le fav junior ever :*

Yuannnn Bingg

Yee Chernnnn

Zhngggg

No more free hugs :

 Group photo w/ juniorss + seniors

Never forget to selca lahhh

xx xx xx xx

Iskandarr 

Tarik tali (wira v.s saga) :
The purple one x Wira side :

Anonymous #22 #23 #24 #25 ......... #100

The red one x Saga side :

 Fareed take #1

  Fareed take #2

 Fareed take #3

Saga won and ended :

 Shami ? :O

Anonymous #101 #102 x Me x Foong

Cheeeeeeeeeeeer

The cutest one!

 xoxo :*

SHF8 !

Foong again lollll 

Alif alif alif

Wangi2 Nazmi 

Anonymous #103 x Me x Ex classmate

Anonymous #104

Le school displin teacher

YeeChern x Me

After school @ Mamak :

 New friend of the day : Yoong Sheng

Me acting friend again Hhhahaha

xx He wore short pants and it's weird and gay hhahaha

 Hhehehehehehehhe hahhahahahahahah HAHAHAHHA

Me x Fareed

MonsterShad x Me like a boy (I got his name because he followed me on instagram hahaha)

Lastly, Jeanie jean and Me :*

Ahhh this post will be my Fav post of the month! :D
D-146 and Form5s stop schooling @ smk brp :'(( we gonna miss our class, our juniors, and our laughter.
Me don't wanna leave the school because of them, but me wanna leave the school asap because of the it's smk brp.
Seriously i will miss the school time us. I love us. All of us. Including the most naughter one, the most noisy one, the most emotional one, the most noob one. All mean all.

Goodbye xoxo
I dont wanna be sad tonight.